And with that, my time at Hlengisa was brought to a close.
Today was my last day at Hlengisa School…. And those words are still hard to even just type, let alone say. Because I have been caught up in my own finals and my students’ finals, I guess I have a bit of catching up to do here now. Two weeks ago, I, unexpectedly, wasn’t able to go to service at all. With UWC final exams and protests in Nyanga, Tuesday through Thursday were out of the question. This would have been the week before my last week teaching so missing it wasn’t very easy—emotionally or work-wise.
Last
week, after my exams were completely over, I went straight back to work at
Hlengisa!! Tuesday was a normal day of
teaching, besides the fact that I had to inform each class I would be leaving
this week… It wasn’t exactly an easy day
to get through, but it was much easier than Thursday. Thursday, I reviewed in the morning with my
grade 8 and grade 9 classes for one last time.
11:30 hit and it was time for my English Final. Gaji took the three grade 9 classrooms and I proctored
the grade 8 exams. After passing out 35
tests to each classroom, I played the waiting game. Patiently pacing around one classroom, just
hoping and praying that the students would be able to write down the answers
they had told me earlier that morning. One
by one, the students finished their exams and handed them in. After an hour and a half, all the students
finally finished the 60 point exam. This
first English exam was based on summarization, comprehension and language. The rest of the afternoon was filled with a
presentation from a local pots and pans company (random) and grading just a few
papers…. Then came time for my last day of reading club. I brought lots of food for the kids and we
all just talked and ate. It was a great
final session. A few students still
wanted to read, so they were able to look at books. But some just came to hang out. I handed out a picture of the reading club to
each student which they absolutely cherished and adored. They also had one more chance to play with my
phone and camera which they love more and more every time they get to play with
it. They look loads and loads of
pictures of themselves and of each other….which I will forever cherish and
adore. When it came time to leave, there were lots of tears and hugs. A group of students walked me out to Pearnel’s
van and hugged me as I climbed in the front seat and watched me as I rode
away. Though I was coming back for an
assembly the next week, that was it for reading club. This day was the most difficult day I have
had yet in South Africa.
This
past weekend, I spent both Saturday and Sunday grading final exams. I took all the grade 8 English exams to grade
while Gaji took care of all the grade 9 exams.
I can tell you one thing for sure, I give much more credit to language
teachers than I ever have before.
Reading page after page of written, broken English took much more time
than expected. In South Africa, the
students need a 30% in order to pass their exams and classes….about half of the
exams were passed. About 6 of the exams
had above a 50%. I had to take breaks in
grading solely so that I wouldn’t get entirely depressed by the lack of
knowledge. I have realized many of the
students are able to speak some English because of what they have picked up on,
but that does not necessarily mean they are able to read and write
English. Also, all of their subjects are
tested in English, not in Xhosa. Even
though some are taught in Xhosa.
Therefore, even if they understand the material, sometimes they are not
able to pass the exam because they aren’t able to understand the English. Needless to say, it was a fairly sad
weekend. I found myself cheering aloud
when a student would get the right answer to a question. I got through grading and wrote their next
Poetry Final for this week just in time for Monday morning to come.
Today
was the closure I desperately needed. I went
to Hlengisa at 10am for an assembly they put together for me. All of my 300+ students attended. They all crammed into one large classroom and
had me sitting at a table in front of the room.
The assembly began with Gaji saying a few words and inviting a small
choir of a few girls to the front of the classroom. After they serenaded me with a beautiful
song, one student from each of my grade 5 classes came to the front of the room
to say a few words. This was followed by
another song, one student from each grade 8 class, a song, one student from
each grade 9 class, a dance, and a student from the reading club. As if I wasn’t crying enough already from the
speeches, they had to add beautiful songs and dances in between!! During the last song, a teacher came up and
told me the translation was “we thank God for sending you to us.” The entire song was about how grateful they
were that I was sent to them. It was
interrupted by the singer crying too hard to finish. After this beautiful ceremony, I stood at
the front of the classrooms and gave as many hugs as I possibly could….students,
staff, and students again. The hundreds
of cards that students made for me were collected, and it was just about time
for them to start their next final exam.
With
that, my time at Hlengisa was brought to a close. I could not have asked for a better
experience or semester. The heart break
is painful and transition will be difficult, but it’s very safe to say I have
found my calling in life. This may just
have been the most difficult, yet inspiring assignment to start with.